...how much I love my fiance?!!
Every time we talk, this is just reinforced all the more. I love that we can talk about anything, and it is never awkward (well, so far anyways...which bodes well for continued good communication). I love how often we find that the same things are important to both of us, even when culturally you might expect differently. I love how much better it makes me feel to talk through something with him that has been bothering me. And many other things. But I don't want to bore you.
On another front, my boss looked at me yesterday and said, "You're back. I can see it in your eyes." Meaning, he could tell I was over my emotional hump. Which made me realize, that yes, I did feel much more myself. And him saying it to me reinforced that feeling. It has been almost 3 full days since I've shed a tear, and I am generally feeling much more confident. That's not to say that it may not happen again over the coming months, but I am glad to have a reprieve :)
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Random question/thought, is the presence or lack of tears the right diagnostic tool for how you're doing? I get the relief at not feeling controlled by your emotion but I just wonder if it's ok to just be ok with the crying gig?
It's late and I have no brain. I have no idea what I'm trying to say.
Thanks for your message, I'm excited for you!
Let's try talking that one out next time we call...I've mulled it over for a few days and don't feel up to attempting a reponse in this format...
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