Thursday, May 3, 2007

Can I tell you... much I love my fiance?!!

Every time we talk, this is just reinforced all the more. I love that we can talk about anything, and it is never awkward (well, so far anyways...which bodes well for continued good communication). I love how often we find that the same things are important to both of us, even when culturally you might expect differently. I love how much better it makes me feel to talk through something with him that has been bothering me. And many other things. But I don't want to bore you.

On another front, my boss looked at me yesterday and said, "You're back. I can see it in your eyes." Meaning, he could tell I was over my emotional hump. Which made me realize, that yes, I did feel much more myself. And him saying it to me reinforced that feeling. It has been almost 3 full days since I've shed a tear, and I am generally feeling much more confident. That's not to say that it may not happen again over the coming months, but I am glad to have a reprieve :)


OTRgirl said...

Random question/thought, is the presence or lack of tears the right diagnostic tool for how you're doing? I get the relief at not feeling controlled by your emotion but I just wonder if it's ok to just be ok with the crying gig?

It's late and I have no brain. I have no idea what I'm trying to say.

Thanks for your message, I'm excited for you!

scarp said...

Let's try talking that one out next time we call...I've mulled it over for a few days and don't feel up to attempting a reponse in this format...